{"id":3749,"date":"2018-07-12T16:41:35","date_gmt":"2018-07-12T16:41:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/?p=3749"},"modified":"2018-07-12T16:41:35","modified_gmt":"2018-07-12T16:41:35","slug":"i-struggle-to-cope-when-im-honest-with-myself-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/?p=3749","title":{"rendered":"I struggle to cope when Im honest with myself&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Earlier I tweeted&#8230; <\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Why were we captivated by the kids in the cave in Thailand but not the 1000s who die crossing the Med &#8211; is it the smaller number, that they were a footie team, we&#8217;ve been caving but not fled a warzone, or its simply a good story and we are lying to ourselves that we care?<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Im impotent with compassion fatigue<br \/>\ni tend to turn off the news<br \/>\nI feel I need to do more, do differently, and sometimes I do and often I don&#8217;t. Each time a see a lifejacket wether on the news or canoeing in the lake, I see a Syrian child.<br \/>\nI squash the images to survive, I glimpse moments of joy and hold my daughter close, and each time pray I wrestle. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Earlier I tweeted&#8230; Why were we captivated by the kids in the cave in Thailand but not the 1000s who die crossing the Med &#8211; is it the smaller number, that they were a footie team, we&#8217;ve been caving but &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/?p=3749\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3749","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3749","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3749"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3749\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3751,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3749\/revisions\/3751"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3749"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3749"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sundaypapers.org.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3749"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}